(via lover-of-sadness)
In reality there are no take backs. No do overs. No taking back time lost. But instead growing from your mistakes so stop pretending. Don’t sit there & put this all on me. Don’t say it as all my fault when you know that it’s yours. This is your problem now. I could care less. All you are now is time wasted. But then again you’re really not because you taught me a lesson. You reminded me exactly why I no longer trust humanity or why I never trusted humanity because at one point I believed my life was beautiful. That you were beautiful inside & out & that nothing could become more perfect than it was at the time being. But then I saw how my life was going. How everything changed when I met you. So I guess I was never truly happy when we shared our many countless months together. But I’m not gonna say I regret meeting you cause I don’t. You made me get a realization of life. A new Perspective if you will & even though I stopped caring about you or for you doesn’t mean I don’t want you to enjoy the rest of your life without me & you see that’s the difference between you & me. I don’t need to make people miserable to get ahead in life. I’m content with my life & I know exactly who I am & who I’m going to be. So you are & forever will be nothing but a memory that someday I’ll look back on & hopefully laugh but today, today I’m a happier person. I’m happy to be me. That’s one thing I do know & I can’t wait to start the rest of my life without you. This is my chance. My chance at a fresh start & in the end I always knew you’d fuck me up but I stuck around hoping maybe just maybe I was wrong. Goodbye. Forever.
